The daily blog of October 13
It's night of 9PM (GMT +5:30)moon on sky stars are blinking mood is off thinking of past, okay let's start
Don't wanna hear a word about love
my long awaited love is left in the past
how wise was love for it
intelligent enough to answer my message
After all it was my fault
i thought i was for her good
too bad i was so desperate so i asked her
I didn't expect she would be so smart
Three words made the biggest failure of my life
i love you i just said
oh what a terrible answer i got
* I was determined to hear what you have written.......
What? What have you decided?
I was so happy for this moment
I expected something good but what I got was this
I have decided not to talk to you again."
What, what does it mean?
Seeing mobile screen frozen at my place
trying to digest the message
read it over and over again
looking for love marks
Signs of Hope, Marks of Life
But what I found was terrible to describe
a mixture of hatred, despair and death
Ugly letters that make up ugly words lead to ugly sentences
I got this ugly sentence
That's why I ask all who read this to choose love carefully
can i find someone like you
you loved me then left me behind
i told you all about me
because don't fall into it
what should i say
i'm sorry because i loved you
But I'll be glad to know that you still love me
that moment our story will continue
But at the moment I don't want to hear a word
I just don't want to hear a word about love
only time will tell
As time passes it brings memories to mind
Some things I liked, some I didn't
I've trampled the earth to find me a plan
Put my trust in God and my fellow man. i looked up to the sky
as the clouds slowly pass
And wondered how long these days would last
Tree branches away in the soft summer wind
Like the rays of the sun flow through the trees like silk threads. all
These things that I've achieved may someday be bad
It's a very thin line between heaven and hell
Only time will tell... Only time will tell. so is it
a leaf or a person's life
everyone has time to live and struggle
each serves a purpose while on this earth
Starting from birth, until the last heartbeat.
End of a story
was written
Once a story was written,
Created and dedicated to me.
A story so sweet and well crafted,
But could not decide how to end.
friendship and love story,
A story so simple but so deep.
Characterized by two persons,
Such a perfect and affectionate mortal.
fought for existence in the world,
Depends on each other...
no matter what others say,
There is a promise to live for each other.
Now it can be said once again,
The story was no exception,
A promise that was never fulfilled,
Now it's time for the story to end.
This depression
here i sit and here i cry my life has gone into a black hole of deep depression my life has gone to hell so now i lay me down i have no reason to suffer i have no reason to die my Life is not worth living Like a man whose emotions have been swallowed up by the dark black moon This depression grips me A cat with a bird in its paws Sometimes I feel like I have some disease I feel like a crushed soul from within -; Perverted joy and pleasure gone forever My life revolves around pain and sorrow I just want to live My eyes are being deceived Is the sun gone or never was? The darkness tells me to do this it will never set these souls free and soon I will come out and take revenge on those who sent me into depression Death is so powerful that once you have it you will return it The man on the moon lost forever in an unknown universe.
Just do not give up
When all the deeds in your life
no fruit but struggle
look at the sky again
stare at them and think twice
should i be happy?
Or do I get depressed by drowning in pain?
For these failures that I got
Instead of the good things I'll cherish
i made a big sigh
And asked God, "Why?"
there are many people outside
But why did you choose me?
the world is full of selfish people
who deserves more pain for whatever reason
who is better than me
But Almighty, why did you choose me?
My room was filled with crying, bouncing back and forth
When a distorted voice covered my room
"Sorry if I let you down,
And sometimes if I bark at you,
But please, do not dwell on failures,
Instead, cherish them as inspiration, my dear lad"
Just be strong,
Stronger than ever, Best like no one else,
So just keep trying; struggle till the end,
Stay grounded and don't stop dreaming!"

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